What next

I hate to ask...but What next...First crap jobs, then no place to really live, now no car...This is BS...I am sick of life. I don't know how much more I can take. I am getting really stressed out and sick and depressed and I know TJ can feel it...cause he has been more fussy and wanting just me when all this BS started to happen. I don't know what to do any more.

My friends in Vegas have offered yet again to move us (TJ, Tor and I) to Vegas...but I wanted out of there and I really don't want to be that close by James's (TJ Bio dad) family again.

I am trying to be strong and hold things together and keep my spirits up but it seems the more I do the worse things get.

I am sinking and I cant find the surface. What to do...???